“Nobody is making you feel what you are feeling. Your reactions are caused by how you interpret any situation. This is so important because it means that you ultimately become your own resource of emotional freedom and truth.”
That’s from Adya.
The universe seems to be trying to help me out of my current dramas. DSis is doing her preaching from the holy mount act again. I’m so utterly sick of the pretention that all her time with the parents were driven by parents’s needs only. All the time I’ve spent in the same vicinity, I’ve seen the parents spin trying to meet her family’s needs and little the other way around. Even when I try to put my thoughts on this down in words, I can feel the words get lost and the body go into clench mode. The second irritant is my new manager. Dear God, if I hear you’ve got to know what’s going on one more time, I will scream. I don’t want to already write him off as an ass, I’m only 5 weeks into this job, but it’s getting hard. He wants someone to do exactly as he says, but what he says morphs. He won’t put anything down in writing. I’m so very sick of being told what to do. I’m 50 (almost). So mad at you, Universe, that I can’t tell this dick to eff off. His feedback makes me feel incompetent and I feel he’s undermining my authority in front of my team and the larger group. So this note from Adya helps bring in a little bit of daylight between action and reaction. and for that – thanks!
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