Posted in Dreams on January 21, 2013|
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Hmm, I just spent 10 minutes typing out an email about the flaky mgr and then didn’t send it. When is giving people the benefit of the doubt crossing over into being a sucker? Anyway – I wanted to write about my dream from two weeks ago, at least. I haven’t been sleeping well, let alone dreaming.
I am in a large room, looks almost cavernous like an airport hangar. The big door to the hangar is in front of me as is Babaji, in his chair. Others are scattered around the place in a loose semicircle around Babaji, I’m in front of him and DS makes it a triangle. DS pulls out his cellphone and starts texting/playing/browsing on it and I turn to him and say, “DS! put that away, you are in Babaji’s presence and you should be absorbing this experience” or words to that effect. DS looks chastised and lowers the phone Babaji leans forward and looks at me, I’m still trying to find the word that describes that look, not loving, not angry, but certainly stern, eyes narrowed, focused on me. He begins to say something – say, not write – but someone is pushing a cart and I can’t hear him. I shake my head no and tell him I can’t hear. He tries again, again noise. I shake my head again. Third time he begins, there’s a large vehicle rolling slowly down making a loud noise. I tell Babaji – there’s too much noise, I can’t hear you. He nods and turns his head away to the side opposite from DS. And I think, oh shoot! the darn truck is going to take forever and Babaji’s going to forget what he was saying. He waits until the truck goes away and looks at me again, same expression – How often do you follow what I teach you? I say – I’m sorry Babaji,, not very often. Babaji: Then why do you bother him? Leave him be.
And that was the end of the dream. I woke up the next morning and was thinking yet another day none of my teachers came and then realized no, Babaji did and gave me his teaching. I also recalll thinking Ithe words are all in English, how funny. But even though there were words and clear communication – I don’t recall seeing his mouth move at all. And Leave him be is such an uncommon usage, it is the one that convinces me that my brain is not making this up.
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