Here’s the thing, why is it that when you say you’ve surrendered and you pray for Hanuman to show you the way, you don’t see that what’s happening is his answer to your prayer? DS has admission in U.Ill., he was deferred and then found out on Feb 19 that it came through. We started the wait for the UC and CalPoly decisions. CalPoly said nope. UCLA said Nope. UCSD said nope. I’m seriously disappointed. But why is it so? Is denial also not part of showing the right path? I want to say some universities would have been disastrous for him, but really, what do I know to make that claim? It seems like I wanted all the acceptance letters to validate my son’s brilliance. At eod, you can only accept one. Why does it matter to be the chooser when you’ve prayed for the choice to be made for you? Why do I think I would be able to know the right choice instead of the universe setting the tune? And after all this, there’s still the thread of but why not me (it’s all about me – DS gets into a school is about me, isn’t that the craziest thing of all?!). I’m taking my prasad and when not comparing it to others’, I’m going, but it costs so much money. Sweetie – relax, it will all work out.
Am watching Sex and the City movie – those ladies look so old, their laughter is so forced. Big looks odd around the mouth. Miranda looks like she has a stain on her teeth all the time. And so fake 😦 Samantha shopped so she wouldn’t cheat and then all the gucci and LV bags put in her trunk – Mercedes, of course. Talking to the kids – fake voice. Fake laughter 😥 Such a tone deaf director. How could they do seasons after seasons of the fantastic show and louse up the movie?
I saw Being John Malkovich yesterday. I heard such great things about this movie, but weirdness! Yes, the storyline is so totally unique. The ending was a neat twist. The content in between – sort of like watching – I have no equivalent, something vaguely repulsive. It was not what I want to have bouncing around in my head.
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